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Another Day [10 Nov 2003|08:15am] Even though today just started, it's already full of surprises. I got the email I wished I'd never get. It was Jay yet again wanting me to go back out. I don't really want to but yet I have been pretty lonely lately. Mom noticed this and her and I had a talk last night. She told me the reason I'm so lonely is because I don't go out or talk to anyone. I've honestly tried making friends with people but they either ignore me, or yell at me for not doing something they want, or they only want to hang out with me when it's convenient for them and it gets to a person sometime or another. I've been pretty depressed over it for a while. I've pushed off homework, hid in my room, barely talk to anyone. I just feel useless. I feel unwanted....that's how my day is going so far, I'll keep you updated < 2 | look to the sky >

[30 May 2003|08:52pm] [ mood | lonely ] Well....today has been a blah day....for some weird reason everything and everybody is starting to piss me off.....and i dont know why...weird....i dont really know how much longer im gunna write in this journal since no one ever replys to my posts....i guess no one really cares at this moment in time...*shrugs shoulders*...i guess you cant have someone to care aabout you all the time...but just once i'd like that i guess.. well....i dont really have much to say at this point in time....and i dont really want to wallow in my own self pity so i'll just leave it at this...if no one posts any comments to this about anything i'll just ditch this journal for a final time.. < 1 | look to the sky >

Blah [29 May 2003|08:04pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | None because my computer will freeze ] Well today has been alright day. It's not very often I get one of those(I better be careful not to jinx myself lol). There's so much to do and so little time left of school. I just love it when my teachers leave all the big assignments to the end and only leave about a week to finish them. Well....thats about it for now....what can I say...I live a boring life lol. look to the sky >

Friends Only. [06 Dec 2002|10:15pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Our Lady Peace: Innocent ] My journal is now a Friends Only journal. For personnal reasons. I will add you back if you simply comment here. If not then I'm sorry, I might forget to add you. -Mizz Crystal look to the sky >

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